3 days...

so today brings the lovely miniature spring break i've been blessed with to a close... and it has been MOST beneficial.. i've mainly just hung out by myself a lot.. i don't do that much because i'm such a people person.. but sometimes i just need to allow the pace of life to come to a crashing halt so i find some time to be alone.. plus i don't mind my own company :) it's been a quiet 3 days... the lord is at work within me.. and the changes he is making are most welcome... i've been praying for awhile now that God would give me a fresh revelation of who He is and what he's doing on the earth.. and he has done just that.. of course my paradigms are still in the process of shifting..  but considering how much higher God's ways are than mine.. i imagine my paradigms should constantly be in motion.. shifting more and more towards a better understanding, and therefore a more accurate embodiment of sacrificial love and the awesome power of the Lord... it's about time i start looking and thinking more like someone who knows what those things are... or at least someone who's trying to figure it out... i'm also trying to figure out what it means to be meek.. like.. not just to appear meek.. but to actually BE meek.. i honestly don't know if i am meek or not... but i want to be because it is the meek who will one day inherit the earth... so i'm going to learn more about it :) what a gracious and merciful God we serve.. i am, no doubt, a slow learner.. but he is so patient with me.. i am so thankful for the way the lord desires to let us in on his mysteries.. it makes life oh so exciting :)